I love this kid

Today when Aaron was talking to Billy he said, "Hey, there's Fred!" and Aaron said "Freddy? He's over here." (Billy's pet worm is named Freddy) Billy says, "No, my friend Fred. He's playing with my trains." It seems he has found himself an imaginary friend!

First the funny, I asked him about Fred later in the day and he told me all about him. It seems Fred is Billy's evil alter-ego! He says poo-poo and pee-pee at Noni and Pop2's house. He trows his spaghetti on his mommys head. He throws his spaghetti in the fan. He kicks his toys over. He only eats junk food. He eats popsicles when no one sees him. There was so much more I wish I had recorded it, he told me all about him, longer then 5 minutes.

Now the sad part, he wants to go to school, I feel like I'm doing him a disservice, with no money coming in we just can't do it and I know in the long run he won't be damaged or anything but he talks about school and friends all the time now. So, even if I ChaCha'ed my A off and used all that money for school what if we have to move in a month or 3 weeks. How can I put him in the preschool I want to that is the co-op when I am under Dr's orders not to lift more then 5 pounds. Frustrating, to say the least. The best we can do is take him to the park, and no joke when we go to the park he is on the hunt for someone to play with. I think he needs the structure that school offers with everything so topsy-turvey at home.

On supernanny tonight she was "appalled' that the 3 1/2 year old slept with his parents. Oops! Anyway, I told Aaron who was listening at the time that with everything going on at home if he gets that extra comfort at night where he knows, we take a bath, we read books, we sing our good night song, we talk about our day, we cuddle together to go to sleep and that's his consistancy, what the hell. Obviously, this is my train of concience post and everything will be fine and he'll be fine and we'll be fine. Forever and ever. Amen!